I ought to know better, to never let myself drift further or sink deeper and amplify the pain. they were right from the beginning and I'm a fool for thinking otherwise. hope keeps us moving, hope destroys us too. life works like that, I guess. we should always have a balanced amount; neither too little nor too much. just like salt, our body needs salt to function but too much of it gives you high blood pressure. get the drift?

I think my point is, know your position ar people.