Okay, enough of mindless ramblings. I shall trot to the showers and get dressed or else Miss TheKnees has to wait for my mighty late arrival yet again. Sorry D, if I'm late, you'll know why hehehehe.
I am a huge, huge, huge fan of procrastination if you hadn't noticed that already. But my friends taught me well for I have practiced the art of staying up late. It comes in handy especially on nights where I'm required to perform. Okay that sounded wrong. What I meant was meeting deadlines heh heh heh. Redbull comes in useful too!
Okay pray hard I make it to class later!
(2) Start believing that I can do it.
(3) Reduce procrastination.
(4) Stop wanting to give up.
I realized that the reason why I kept eating was so that I could get away with dealing with things or get started on work. It's like an excuse - "Hello, I'm eating, go fuck off."
Okay I don't know what's so funny about that.
All I know is that I miss my girls, I want to go for a swim (eventho I can't swim!) and go blading. All these require time and lately, I haven't had that much of a time =(
I downed a tall glass of Americano this evening now I feel so restless, like I want to jump around and do random stuffs but my head, eyelids and heart is so heavy! I wanna take a cold shower and attempt to sleep.
Goodnight world, send my love to the girl whose boyfriend left to accomplish his dreams.
Okay updated: No chances of going home or school closing down cos the school says there's no need for alarm. Babi.

This is for the girl who's going away in a few hours time. Please, please, please take good care of yourself even though you claimed that you're strong about the whole situation. I know you know that's just a front. The months are going to be long, the nights will turn terrible and you are going to feel lonely. When that happens, please beep me and I'll come smack you with a fish. You are not alone baby, I've got your back! I'll miss you while you're gone and don't worry, I'll be right here. You can come sit with me anytime you're sad :) See you soon, bon voyage and have fun!
(2) At the end of the day, you only have yourself.
(3) When you don't bother, they do.
(4) Numb is good.
Why do I say it doesn't pay to be nice? Cos on the way home in the train, an aunty lost her balance and stepped (hard!) on my toes. Being the concerned me, I asked if she was alright. Aunty totally ignored my question and continued her conversation with her friends, neither with a tinge of guilt nor a simple sorry. Either that aunty don't understand English, not to mention basic courtesy, or dia simply minta kena sepak.
"What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best
friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no
answers. A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone,
or how many hours they hang out together. It is not defined by how many
sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have. There are no
requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them
every weekend, or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter
of opinion. It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not
just through the fun things, or the little things. It is the person that you
call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when
you didn’t even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who
accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming"- Unknown.
- Forever Strong.
I just watched "Forever Strong" and it's pretty motivational despite the amateur rugby stunts. I like how the boys are taught with the right morals. Doing the right things that won't disappoint the team, the family and yourself. When Sean Faris repeated that phrase to his "dad" in the movie, I stopped and kind of reflected - I'm not proud of most things I do, in fact I think some of the stuffs I've done was pretty disappointing on so many degree.
Moving onto a totally different note, my days have been a blast so much that it's taking a toll on my health. My legs ache so badly and I'm filled with so much fatigue that I ditched G at the last minute, stayed home the whole day and napped every other hour. So sorry G!
Last few days have been filled with activities after activities. Of which all didn't allow my legs to fully recuperate. Especially after all the walking in the heels during Glitz Night! Mind you, I don't wear heels often. I even have a video of me walking in it because Mas said I looked like a mannequin walking. They were so mean, they made me walked to the nearest shop to "get used" to it meanwhile bagged home some goodies for them munch on, haha. But what the heck, it was pretty worth it.
I love how the girls looked fantabolous that night. It was refreshing to see all of them in a different light. The guys, oh the guys, they were suave. With their ties and what nots. It's deffo different from the usual bermudas and polo tees they'd always be in, hah. Oh, Hai bagged home Captain of the Year. I remember him being oh-so-jubilant when he got the captaincy in his squad and look how far he've come now. Speaking of which, he's organizing the Minorities meet-up. One thing came to my mind, booby squeeeeze! HAHAHA, sorry private joke.
Hmmm, I'm pretty contented with how much I've achieved over the weekends =)
I still cannot believe I completed the 10km run, hahahahhaa. That has got to be my highlight of the week.
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.
I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?








