"Take a look at yourself in the mirror, who do you see looking back? Is it the
person you want to be? Or is there someone else you were meant to be? The person
you should have been but fell short of. Is someone telling you can't or you
won't? Because you can. Believe that love is out there. Believe that dreams come
true everyday, because they do. Sometimes happiness doesn't come from
money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and
family. And from the quiet novelty of leading a good life. Believe that dreams
come true everyday, because they do. So take a look at that mirror and remind
yourself to be happy because you deserve to be, believe that. And believe that
dreams come true everyday, because they do."

- Remember Me As A Time Of A Day, One Tree Hill.

The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad.

— John Mayer

Get hot, get too close to the flame
Wild, open space
Talk like an open book
Sign me up
Got no time to take a picture
I'll remember someday all the chances we took
We're so close to something better left unknown
We're so close to something better left unknown

I can feel it in my bones
Gimme sympathy
After all of this is gone
Who'd you rather be?
The Beatles or the Rolling Stones?
Oh, seriously
You're gonna make mistakes, you're young
Come on, baby, play me a song
Like, "Here Comes the Sun"
Come on, baby, play me a song
Like, "Here Comes the Sun"

What you feel may not be what the other party feel. I'm way too sensitive. The world is moving way too fast. I can barely catch up. Focus, Dalinah, focus! My lower body is bigger than my upper body. It makes me feel fat. I am in need of a getaway. I'm so sick of trying. What is meant to be,will be. Everybody has issues, get over it. There's something missing. I'm always waiting for something to happen every night. The funny part, I don't even know what it is. I want to shake you up so badly and make you see things the way I see them. There are so many things I want to tell you but you're always never here. I am right here but why are you looking at the other direction. You have gorgeous eyes. I need to sleep. I have fyp to do. Screw school, I just want to be carefree.


Hello, the above paragraph is the list of thoughts I'm currently having.

From next week on, I'm going to incorporate early sleeping habits. I don't know how many times I have said that, but I must must must learn to abide by it. I have too many sleepless nights and so much insecurity that it's eating me up inside. Gone are those days where I spent hours sleeping pretty much cos I hate dealing with issues and sleep - it's the only time you don't have to think.

I miss my girls.

Same script, different cast.

The Bottom Line:
Stop clinging tightly to your demands -- it is time for you to start compromising.

In Detail:
Negotiations in one of your more tense relationships are not going well, but you can improve the situation today if you stop clinging so tightly to your demands. That, unfortunately, could cost you the goodwill you've built up between the two of you. This person is just as deserving as you are, so give them the respect you expect in return. Once this happens, both of you will be much more willing to come to terms with the ensuing events.

Some way or another, I think I get the clearer picture now.
Damn, why did I noticed this earlier?

Hello World, I'm back, not depressed, slightly pessimistic but mostly okay.
Life's still good. I'm still rolling with the punches :)

I'm updating through my father's hp and its so annoying typing via these small keypad, hahahaha. But at the same time, its pretty awesome! Right now I'm sprawled across their bed. There's no school today and I,m waiting for a friend to wake up and reply me! Talk more later!