"That's how you stay alive - when it hurts so much and you can't breathe, that's how you survive."

I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay. I am okay.

Yeah you repeat that so much till your body starts believing in it too.

The thing about acceptance is that it hurts. The kind of hurt where you just want to clutch your chest and cry your pain out. And even after you're done crying, it doesn't change a thing. Life goes on, he's still the same, you're struggling but you'll soon learn to accept it.

You bite your lips, push everything back into your eyes, your heart, try to keep them in but you know it's too much when your heart grips so tightly and anger turns into sadness, you give in to the tears and you let yourself go.