Only a month into 2013 and I already feel like crap. Maybe it's the sad emotions brought over from last year, or perhaps it's due to the added responsibilities at work that's screwing my mind over. But I do know for sure that I have to straighten my thoughts out and focus on the now, on what's important and what's coming this week. But somehow that's not working out because all I feel is this overwhelming sadness and all I want to do is stay in bed and cry. It doesn't help that I went surfing through Tumblr, through all those motivational quotes telling you to get right back on your feet and being out there. It's meant to motivate me, inspire and bring out the drive in me but I don't know why I feel even more sadder looking at it.