Always caught in between want and need. Can I just screw all my responsibilities and take a break? I've come to the stage where I'm constantly mad, at myself. Everyday I question why the hell I put up with such conditions and give my best when at the end of the day, it's not enough. Why am I sacrificing the things I love in the pursuit of life?

I know what I have to do but why each time I take a step forward, I end up taking two steps back and re-analyzing the whole situation again. Ugh.