Honestly, I am just tired of trying to make this work. I give a lot of myself (emotionally) at the hotel and when I get home, I barely have any energy left to reply text messages or even catch up with people. I'm just sad and negative, and no one should have to be around me right now cos I feel like I'll just drown them with my misery.

I am so sick of trying to juggle everything and squeeze people in my schedule.

And I'm terribly disappointed in you.