yes, it's so much easier pretending that things are fine when clearly they aren't. you know I have this tendency to shoulder every burden that's thrown even when they don't directly impact me. often I wish that (insertnameshere) would think the way I do because it'll make everything so much easier and worthwhile. worthy that I give in as much as I can to make situations better and knowing that they've got my back but sadly that's not the case because it's the same damn situations over again. I'm so sick and I honestly wonder where have all their senses gone to?