I've been disgustingly lazy. told myself to go for that much needed run in the evening but guess what, not only did I not run, instead I cooped myself in bed naps after naps.
I swear if they pay by the hour I sleep, I'd prolly be a millionaire now.

so just now I was staring up at the ceiling. thinking about you, us.
it's so funny how easily you plaster a huge grin on my face and scary because as much as I welcome your presence, I don't want to be emotionally attached onto you.

then again it's always hard to tell your heart what to do.